the sweetness of defeat..

soundcheck: Another One Bites The Dust ( Queen)
used this song as my pre-match song instead of eminem's lose yourself..well maybe it helps.. haha anw here it is.. rocks my socks..

Steve walks warily down the street,
With the brim pulled way down low
Aint no sound but the sound of his feet,
Machine guns ready to go
Are you ready, are you ready for this
Are you hanging on the edge of your seat
Out of the doorway the bullets rip
To the sound of the beat

Another one bites the dust
Another one bites the dust
And another one gone, and another one gone
Another one bites the dust
Hey, I'm gonna get you too
Another one bites the dust

How do you think
I'm going to get along,
Without you, when you're gone
You took me for everything that I had,
And kicked me out on my own
Are you happy, are you satisfied
How long can you stand the heat?
Out of the doorway the bullets rip
To the sound of the beat

There are plenty of ways you can hurt a man
And bring him to the ground
You can beat him
You can cheat him
You can treat him bad and leave him
When he's down
But I'm ready, yes I'm ready for you
I'm standing on my own two feet
Out of the doorway the bullets rip
Repeating the sound of the beat

ahh.. the irony..of what? the sweetness in losing the game.. but though this is our third loss in as many weeks, this one feels different, and its full of firsts... Firstly, i only got shouted by danker once, which even then wasn't as serious as the upteen times that tony got screwed.. and i finally got off the mark..broke my duck.. got on the scoring charts.. aiya whatever you wanna call it..bottom line is.. I SCORED A GOAL!! haha.. yeah man.. so now that i've got one.. am looking forward to plenty more in future.. and wad they call scorer's high.. its unbelievable!! its just the feeling when you first realise you've scored..this sweeling feeling from deep inside you..for that split second, you feel invincible..as though nothing's too tough for you.. as though all the suffering during training is all worth it..the feeling's just.. wooh..

ok, enough the game & the goal..lunch at nearby century sq, then went queensway with naz who got new turf shoes..and i got gloves.. talked more on the bus home..came home did some reading waiting for dinner.. read some more after din.. then slept.. at 9.. eh was damn tired la, almost like zombie..lucky mummy was understanding enough.. haha well gotta go prep for church now..peace to whoever's reading..

we're soaring, flying
there's not a star in Heaven that we can't reach
if we're trying, then we're breakin' free

you know the world can see us
in a way that's different from who we are