mileage in my head

soundcheck: self-conclusion (spill canvas)
Yeah we all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets

hmm..for some reason i think i've done more thinking & pondering & wondering & racking the brain today than talking..ok, maybe most of this was done during gp.. hello.. eugenics and xenotransplanting and genetically-modified organisms dont make no sense to me..for once i'm grasping at straws during gp.. "cause my comatose to begin"..haha

more racking done duing lectures.. specifically what work to do now and what to do tmr and days that follow.. at first thought there doesn't seem to be anything worthwhile to look forward, but i sure am past that stage, so obviously it wld make more sense to just take each assignment one at a time and hopefully, eventually, the fog will clear.. yeah.. hopefully

but if there's one thing i'm sure of, the way i approach things and the way i deal with the ppl around me is def diffferent fr last yr, and i'm glad to report that its diff in a gd way.. thre can only be one plausible explanation..like, d'uh..quiet time's been so helpful, therapeutic even, so hopelessness is no longer an issue..early days yet, but somehow it feels diff this time around, this year around..wheee

is it just me, or does eveyone in the bus seem to have sunken eyes, eyes full of everything - drudgery, monotony, boredom, hopelessness, helplessness- everything but hope, that is..i wonder, would that have been me if not for 17 dec? i wonder how, i wonder why..

wont bother watching so you think you can dance later on..alison's gone..she and ivan make e perfect dancing couple, no point watching of one of them's no longer there..

what's up? dinner and gp and organic chem beckons.. and of course daily devotion.. no prizes for guessing the highlight of my evening..

and spill canvas is such a breath of fresh air..ok, may disagree with some songs, but others are really cool.. they make for really light, brainless listening.. perfect.. thks fang!.. now for green day..
peace..

quote of the day: the motivations of our actions determine the response