love so amazing, so divine

soundcheck: stuck in a moment you can't get out of (u2)
and you are such a fool, to worry like you do
i know its tough, and you can never get enough
of what you don't really need

i swear, this song came into my head during trng yest, when we were doing defence vs attack, which we repeated like 25-30 times.. honestly i was sooo hoping that the end was in sight, and that's when i realised that hockey's as mentally draining as it is physically.. ahhh.. salvation came at 1400, but not before we embarrassed ourselves before cjc..which brings me to my next pt: i really need to re-evaluate what the heck i'm doing at each trng, 'cos i seem to have lost track of my obj, if i even had one to start with, perhaps the 3 day break couldn't come at any better time.. haha.. bakkwa, pineapple tarts and porkfloss suddenly don't seem so enticing when considering power trng.. aiyoyo..

i'm finally back in church, aft 1-but-what-seems-like-eternity wk..yeah..

why is ugly the new beautiful?
why are all things old new again?
haha.. just some random paradoxes..

i see this phenomenom every CNY: everywhere seems like a ghost time on the first day, like as if the end of the world's coming, seriously.. no one at the busstop, no one at the food centres, almost no one in town..can't be that ALL chinese are visiting right? lol.. and i'm still waiting for that CG outing..if there's one..

i'm torn.. a nice afternoon nap in this perfect-for-snoozing weather or my truckload of work? to put it in perspective, let's see: zzzZZ vs econs palladium case study + chem tutorial 4-6 + maths tutorial 3 + gp essay x2 + all '90s weekend.. no prizes for guessing the winner..
peace..