up the ante

soundcheck: famous last words (my chemical romance)

i see you lying next to me
with words i thought i'd never speak
awake and unafraid
asleep or dead

sorry, but this song still rings in my head, even aft 2 days.. i'm just abt done with hockey for the wk.. don't get me wrong, i'm not complaining here.. in fact, the past wk has been the most fun i've had for quite awhile now (and dare i say the toughest too? haha).. it's just that i need to keep the rest of my life in balance too.. its times like these that i'm so SO thankful that i'm unattached now.. only God knows how i'd have to struggle to juggle everything..

guess the past few days of consecutive trngs has caught up with just abt the whole squad, and in a way i'm proud of the way we've brought each other thru e past few days.. took trng a little light in view of the match, which brings me to my nxt pt.. the best way i can put it is a mixed review, for both myself and the team as a whole.. yes, i finally got a goal, but i could've had more and created even more had i just kept my head on my shoulders and not on the ground.. seriously need to work on my finishing.. that open, gaping goal still haunts me, even now, aft more than 2 hrs.. it really helps, thinking abt the process and abt passing rather than scoring that goal, makes me more relaxed.. anw, am thankful to guys like tauf and matt lee and preet for their honesty in pointing out how to improve my game.. thks guys, really appreciate.. i've got a long list things to rest, but there is NO way i'm gonna rest on my laurels (not that i've any to rest on anw), nope, not by a long shot..

like i said bef, if i sound like i haven't a life other than hockey and sch, that's 'cos honestly, i don't.. i will commit my all once i've found a cause worth committing to.. right now, that cause is operation delta zero seven, nothing else.. i'm even willing to put aside socialising and cell grp for it, so at the end of the day, whether we get 1st or 3rd or nothing at all, i can walk away with my eyes dry, knowing that i did everything in my power to help the team's cause..

ok friends, hereby ends my monologue for the day.. have a great weekend and see you arnd :)
peace..