denial feels so good

soundcheck: to live without it (spill canvas)

i was thinking yest. or rather, this morning. it seems so surreal now, you know, everything abt the 22nd may. from the time we entered till when we left. dream-like. really. the atmosphere was electric, so were we. we played like giants. we were giants. the final whistle. my god. it actually might have turned out oh-so-differently if i had believed from the start. right from the get-go.

so when ppl say in those interviews that they don't have a single regret in life, and that even if they had a 2nd chance, they would still do the same things; they must be lying

ok enough of emo stuff. i counted, and i've been attending saturdays for 4 wks now. thats a month! haha. quite an achievement, actually. now, for studying.
remember: the little things in life

denial feels so good
we don't have a problem at all
denial feels so good
i'll even help you put it up your wall
and applaud you as you fall