feel like i can fly

soundcheck: the way you make me feel (ronan keating)

feeling a tad weird lately. the days fly pass in a blur, as though i'm living in cotton or bubblewrap. haha its probably just the nature of my work. honestly i can't pinpoint this... thing. sometimes i wonder how it'll feel to not get the shorter end of the stick perpetually. just to have things fall my way, just for once. yes i know, life is never fair, but what's that they say about every dog having its day? haha.

few weeks back, some lady came to church. i can't recall the exact nature of her monologue, but she mentioned something about army and guys complaining & skiving through army. well lady, sorry to burst your bubble; not everything is as it seeems, even good ol' saf. real shocker there. all i'm saying is that what happens on the ground differs vastly from what people read about or see in open houses.

haha i remember looking forward, so excitedly i might add, to enlisting in bmt while cramming for A's. oh, the folly of youth. haha. i suppose things might have turned out differently had i opted for command sch, but that's now one of life's what ifs. like they say, great hindsight is not as vital as great foresight. well, we all know the grass is always greener on the other side.
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