bouncing off the wall

soundcheck: don't matter (akon)

to cut the long story short, it's all in the numbers.. 3 games, 5+4+9-2 = 16.. seems as though all the hard work is paying off, everyone is gelling well.. keyword being seems.. am proud of this team, but on a personal level, still can't figure out what i need to get me going.. sounds weird? better believe it.. if memory serves correctly, i've tried almost everything to motivate myself, and yet every match still feels the same, whether we win 4-2 or 9-0.. still, separate off-the-cuff remarks from 2 ppl sting.. oh well, team before self.. at least the bench finally got our moments on the pitch.. i just hate bouncing balls in the D..

ahh, whatthehell, might as well just take the rest of the evening nice and slow.. will probably end up doing nothing, sleeping early, and waking up at 0200 hrs.. for what? stay tuned.. i have no idea what i'm rambling on abt, so here it comes: The End
peace.. :)