with the lights out, it's less dangerous

soundcheck: smells like teen spirit (nirvana)
And I forget, just what it takes
And yet I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, its hard to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind

the end of yet another wk, and not much has changed yet.. doing ok in class, can't wait to get some tests back.. as for a div, all i can say is what's new.. since its no longer a secret anymore, i hope to score, or at least play well on mon.. no better timing to break the duck on the special day, and agst ib, no less.. well, just done watching tv, and hopefully, the inspiration can last till mon.. actually i knew the prob all along, and it has nothing to do with the sport.. anw, thks to the hobbit, i'm like a pig outside the slaughterhouse, if it doesn't happen tmr, then mon.. damn.. nvm, i'll be ready come 15 aug.. haha..

it's been quite some time since i had a meaningful conv, so bk today was refreshing.. haha, what's said at the table stays there.. and i really had fun, at the expense of darren & yjie.. haha.. and popeye chicken can't come soon enough..

call it a revelation, but i think i know why i'm languishing at each trng.. badminton, squash, soccer, hockey, all of these mean something significant to me.. it stinks that i'm master at none, but ultimately having fun while part of them is what matters most.. maybe in sajc, i lost track of how fun hockey used to and ought to be.. seeing andy, sam, shah, changyu, baranee & co. just made me think of all the fun we had in PAE '06.. all those afternoons at the basketball court and NTU pitch, sweating like no one's business.. the after-trng lunches at jpt, the evenings talking abt ** and laughing at ___ in the eatery or whatever you wanna call it.. i could go on and on abt those days, but there's no running away:

• fr the present, however fun the past seem, and how we romanticise those times we love and miss.. given a 2nd choice, had i known i'd end up choosing to retain, i would've given my last dollar to stay, but perhaps its best i let bygones be bygones.. aft all, like dionne warwick sang, "a fool will lose tmr, reaching back for yesterday".. just abt shows what a fool i am to be writing this, on a fri night.. lols
• fr the fact that as a saint, however miniscule the contribution i made on the pitch, one way or another, i was part of the 20 that dashed pjc's hopes of the 2nd rd.. to be honest, players like andy and shah and sam deserve to be playing in the 2nd rd than me, but that's sport.. the ball is always round, yet it never plays itself out fairly.. then again, what is fairness in this world?

have i ever mentioned how much i detest ppl, sporeans in particular, who slang like no tmr whihle talking to angmohs, and yet talk in singlish with us.. excuse me ms. X if you don't have it, keep it that way.. inless of course, you have it, for real, then by all means flaunt it, ms. Y.. =)

last but not least, i'm no believer in astronomy, but it seems like this season will be man utd vs chelsea on all fronts.. not the the FA cup or league title.. the way they are playing, champ league will see them fighting it out.. not to mention that classic on wed morn.. can't wait for classic part 2.. just a lil trip down memory lane..

the most impt goal this season

oh well, that just abt wraps up yet another random post from the dreamer.. or choleric, or melancholic.. whichever it is..
peace..